THERE'S A VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD
A VOICE THAT RINGS A TRUTH UNSAID
THERE'S AN IMAGE IN MY MIND
THE SHADOWS THERE, THEY TWIST AND WRITHE
     AND IT'S NOT WHAT I WANT TO SEE

THE VOICE GETS LOUDER IN MY MIND
THE SONG DISSONANT, FUCKED UP RHYME
THE PICTURES NOW BECOME OBSCENE
TWISTING, TURNING IN MY DREAM
     AND IT'S NOT WHAT I WANT TO SEE

I WANT SO MUCH TO TURN AWAY
SO MANY YEARS AND STILL THE SAME
I GRAB THE BARS, I SHAKE THE CAGE
THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ME SANE
     BUT IT'S NOT HOW I WANT TO BE
          (BECAUSE IT'S NOT WHAT I WANT)
          (NOT WHAT I WANT TO SEE, NOT WHAT I WANT TO BE)


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