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i wake up with el and are talking about breakfast and she says well we just shouldn't have eaten out all 3 meals yesterday. i realize i can't remember yesterday at all. she tells me i was actually really drunk, which explains my fuzziness, but i'm confused why the entire day is a blank. i can sort of dredge up something about wanting to go to dinner at some place near sosc (we're staying in my old room).

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i consider if the relationship would be less intense if the sex wasn't so good.

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trying to show someone where my parents are looking at property on a map or something, but get frustrated and figure its easier to do it with an aerial view.

its like we jump out of an airplane, but i can control lateral position really well. pick out ca/az border and roughly position myself over tucson, south, fall some, find i10, fall more, look for. roads going east, etc.

somehow we don't splat into the ground. i suddenly worry when we get close but it works out.





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