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in a bus on the way back to the place where we're eating dinner. i'm drunk. sitting next to fernando, and across from troy henri. i say hey troy! but accidentally am facing nando and not troy, nando gives me a funny look.. oops, talk to troy. he's excited to see me. i tell him i haven't heard from him in a long time, last i heard was he was in americorps, but that i saw him on ko's page and in maya's dreams.

we get to the place and he says he'll tell them we're here and runs in ahead.

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nl comes on to me. after a bit of kissing i stop and she gets mad at me. she says something about me and i tell her i'm pretty sure that's not it. somehow i end up telling her that she seems confused with respect to j, but she denies it. i tell her i don't konw her very well but i can tell when she does things that are a little off, and that happens more when he's around. she gets super defensive and yells and me a leaves. i find it sort of funny but don't like that she's mad at me, but don't think there's much i can do about it.

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