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i'm up on these big bleachers in a gym or something, except they only partially pulled out (so there's a big drop of about 20 feet) and they aren't tiered by slanted (20 degree angle or so). a couple people are out in a baseball diamond type thing and are throwing balls for me to catch. the first one makes it fine, but the second is to far out for me to grab (without falling).

they try again and it's still too far out. i lean out a bit to try for it but can't grab it (and almost lose my balance). they guy says something about not trying too hard and falling, and i say yeah yeah don't worry i won't [try]!

there's a chair up there that is totally useless and annoying that i throw down to the ground to get out of the way. i get ready for the next ball but having been told not to fall makes me super paranoid and i keep feeling totally off-balance and about to tip down. the next ball i teeter over and fall, barely catching the edge with my hands to break my fall some.

i get up to try it again, even more paranoid this time, when i notice the top part of the slanted platform thing suddenly slides out and the whole thing collapses. again i barely grab something on my way down and break my fall.

this sucks i decide and eat some fast food that's sitting there. someone says something about not knowing whose it is and them not being able to defend it because they're out skiing. i suddenly remember we're on a ski mountain and everybody is on the slopes. i say something about not being able to believe i forgot i could be skiing and run off to get my stuff.

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