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i'm walking down a path through the forest on palmer (near fortuna, ca, where i used to live with my father) with someone else. it is dark, or we are somewhat challenged in the area of cognition, or something is making it a relatively difficult task. we miss a turn and end up to the right of where we want to be near the creek. no problem.. the person i'm with suggests that we simply walk up the hill until we hit the horsetails, and then go from there. (i think we're heading towards the ridge.) we head up the hill and cross a sort of road. we see two people just passing by. they see us and wave or something. we continue up and see another two people.

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i'm in a small private (?) theatre of some sort watching a movie with a bunch of people. i think anna-rose is sitting next to me. periodically the movie will stop and we'll leave the room for a few minutes and come back. i'm eating a box something popcorn or something (like cracker-jacks, but that's not what it was). anna-rose wants some.

there is another group of people we are associating with. they are somehow related to wolf-something, and society or something of that nature.

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i'm in this dark house or barn or something. it reminds me of haunted house at disneyland, but it's much bigger. something about the true nature of the peoples' association with wolf-whatever is revealed. it's all very interesting. figured fly away up into the air onto a sort of loft/upper level or something. i notice that royce is there.. he has a huge grin on his face. suddenly a few dozen horses with riders charge by. startled we move up against the wall to avoid being trampled. someone is laughing at our reaction (or perhaps i imagine it). i feel somewhat silly because i know that it is all some sort of game and the riders are actually being very careful not to trample us.

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i'm on some sort of beach with a large group of people. i think they are the same group we were with before, but this time it's just me and them (anna-rose and royce are gone). i don't know anyone very well, but i seem to be familiar with them, and they aren't at all surprised that i am there. the atmosphere is somewhat dream-like [heh..].. i feel like i'm in some strange reality or something.

i walk down and sit with a group of people near my age next to the water. they are discussing relationships. apparently, i am with some sort of strange society or something that is very closed and organized about relationships. there are these little forms that list each person and have little boxes in different categories so that you can rate their qualities. each column is labeled with a letter, and there is a key near to bottom (i = intelligence, c = caring, that type of thing). people are filling them out. i'm supposed to as well, but don't feel very comfortable rating peoples' qualities when they are right there. i fill out a few columns for a few people but skip most of the juicy ones. someone is encouraging me to complete it.

i am sitting in from of a some random girl. she starts telling me how unhappy she was with her previous relationship and how it's over now. she seems to be suggesting that we should get together, but i don't know her very well. actually, i don't think i know her at all, because i keep looking at her to try and get some sort of idea of who she is. she is moderately attractive. i am laying on my side... somehow she ends up using my legs as a pillow and vis-a-versa.







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