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i'm in some really tall room with stairs that go around the outside. they're pretty narrow and there are all these funny ornamentations all over the place. there's a dog (either mine or a friends) who is getting pretty old. he/she is all happy and rolling over on her back, but she is totally oblivious that she is sliding off of the edge. i'm holding onto part of her but she's really heavy and i know as soon as i let go she's going to fall, but she has no idea and i can't get her to get up or anything. someone next to me finally says to just let her fall she'll be fine, but it seems pretty high to me, maybe 14 feet or something. but they insist, so i put my foot sorta across so i'm almost entirely over the stradling the drop (the room is sort of roundish, maybe octangular or something) and try to hold her upright above the edge and finally let go. she lands ok.

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becca is there. she goes outside to some sort of funny boat carriage type thing (it doesn't seem weird at the time) and sits down. i follow her out and sit near it. she's saying that she's been reading a lot about sex lately and wants experiment with an entirely sex-based relationship and go through stuff like the kama sutra or whatever. i say wow that's pretty crazy and she says something like yeah well i was kind of hoping you might be interested. i say yeah i am but i'm sort of in the middle of a relationship at the moment and although i'm not sure how it's going to end up it's still pretty up in the air. i want to get an opinion on the subject.

i'm on top of the boat thing and its floating around the lake. there are a couple funny people on the front who are controlling it (like a carriage, but its a boat). one of them suddenly jumps off into the water for no particular reason.

underneath i hear someone having sex but they're being really loud. i look down and apparently she's found someone else. he's making lots of noise. it seems irritating to me and i can't help feeling like its annoying for her.





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